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[Dec. 24th, 2005|01:14 pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE......MERRY CHRISTMAS...HAPPY CHANUKAH!!!!!!
Im rather excited for family to come over tonight! I love Christmas!!!!
Jill- remember the other day when you were saying how the current situation is like the skater boy song? well at work last night, some woman came in singing it, it was so funny i laughed and thought of you! (p.s. we need to do some talkin soon! call me during the week.)
but now i gotta go get dressed for church and such. have a lovely holiday everyone!!!!
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[Dec. 12th, 2005|03:48 pm] |
10 Firsts:
First Best Friend: Danny
First Screen Name: i dont even remember
First Pet: cat
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: Danny
First Music: i dunno....barney?
First REAL LOVE: not sure
First House Location: my grandparents hosue in the ghetto
9 Lasts:
Last time you smoked weed: july?
Last thing you ate: pizza
Last Car Ride: last night
Last Movie: traveling pants
Last Phone Call: edwin
Last CD Played: goo goo dolls
Last bubble bath: Quite a long time ago
Last Song You Heard: black balloon
8 Have You Evers:
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: no
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: nope
Have You Ever Been on TV: yes
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Then Regretted It: yes
Have you Ever cheated on a b/f-g/f: yea...
Have You Ever been on a blind date: yes
Have You Ever been out of the country: Canada
7 Things You're Wearing:
1. pink tank top
2. jeans
3. brown sweatery thing
4. socks
5. my bra
6. some purple panties
7. jewlery
6 Things You've Done Today:
1. stuggled to get my contacts in
2. Went to school
3. talked to michelle
4. secret santa'd
5. math homework
6. Ate
5 favorite things In No Particular Order:
1. sleeping
2. warm weather
3. dancing
4. my license
5. My friends
4 People You Can Tell Anything to:
1. steph
2. amber
3. alesia
4. elissa
3 Choices:
1. chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
2. hugs or kisses: both
3. pens or pencils: Pens
2 Things You Want to Do Before you die:
1. dance on broadway
2. visit all the countries in the world that i want to
1 favorite relative
1. Edwin |
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| Im hopelessly devoted to you |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|09:22 pm] |
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This history project has officially consumed my entire weekend..well not the entire thing, but waaayyyy too big a part of it. i hate it
why do i bother doing so much homework and such? Is it really even worth it?
i cant wait until vacation, although its not much of a vacation.....i have to work through most of it, gary ava and kids arnt coming home this year, money is so short, it really kinda sucks.
Im so aggravated and my back hurts so damn much. I just wish it would get better. im so tired of the pain, nothing helps anymore. but i think my plan to not dance next year at all and rest it is a good one. ill just go to the gym everyday instead of dance to make sure i dont gain 593826409582 pounds. haha
jen, katlyn, kristin and i were tlaking about next year and how this is mine and jens last year. it was real sad, i almost cried at the christmas party. lol.
and steph, your cousin is so damn adorable! hehe.
well. if off to do more of the damn project and maybe, just maybe do my critical lense...
night |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 2nd, 2005|07:50 pm] |
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So my dances are cool. Im likin them so far. Seriously though, I do like all of them. haha.
And my little kid's dances are fun and damn cute. so that makes me happy.
So soon Im going to Ambers house to watch the traveling pants movie(that is 1 great movie).
This week has been aweful, well not ridiculously aweful..it just seemed as though ervyone (yes including me) had some type of shit going on. it happens i suppose. but lets all move on and get over it! yes.
On the brighter side, I got my first college acceptance letter today! wooh oo! its almost kind of a relief. ya know?
well anywho, later gator |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 20th, 2005|09:29 pm] |
so last night i saw jarhead with matt, it was a very fun evening... :)
we had our lovely greek performance this weekend, that sucked.
and, i have no money right now, im not going to miami unless one of the dances gets picked and i somehow find the money. itll be a damn miracle if i can afford the senior trip. which sucks. money is the most frusterating thing ive ever had to deal with.
i want my report card, i wanna know my average. it should be like a 92 or so, depending on my dance history grade....yikes bikes.
my girls from my dance studio all got into p.a. so thats exciting, i wanna tell them real badly..i probably will cause ill just crack and ill ruin the surprise. but whatever. i dont care. lol.
so the roast is tomorrow, which should be fun i guess? jonesys roasts are funny. yes indeed.
and then its turkeyday this week already! holy shit, its going by fast!!!!!
ahaha. well then, im off
<3 night |
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[Nov. 13th, 2005|02:52 pm] |
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| | jingle bell rock | ] |
I feel good. I feel relaxed and rejuvinated.
I finished all my homework today, all of it. thats great. I stayed home all weekend, I just wanted some time to sleep and relax and get things done. Sometimes you just need that I guess. I went Daemen's open house yesterday with my cousin, im so excited for college. But even more so that all my applications, essays,and recomendation letters have all been sent in, and I dont have to worry about them anymore until I get letters back from the schools.
I've been reading this book, its called The Naked roommate, my mom gave it to me for my birthday,its so funny..its a buynch of "tips" for when you leave for college. Read it.
One thing that worries me right now is that I am ridiculously behind on all the community service stuff, I dont know how to do the write up thing on it, and I dont know how to find a place to it at. help?
anyways, I think Im gunna start taking pictures of buildings for mr miles' project later today. It'll be good ot get started on that.
Heh, wow. I havnt been this relaxed in a long time.
:)
have a nice day. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|02:09 pm] |
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| | complacent | ] |
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| | golddigger | ] |
my last entry is false.
true- i dont have one best friend anymore, i have a few of them. all imeant by that was that its not like whenw e were younger and you had to have the 1 bestfriend, no. its better to have a few close wonderful friends. and i do. you know who you are. i love yous, and im sorry. :)
andyways, my bday is tomorrow. woo? i dont know. dont really care, haha.
them damn sats today, the math was hard like biotch. Sophie was there? weird. as was risa, amber, adam, shannon, mary and hannah.
anyways, dinenr tonight! bye |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 3rd, 2005|09:59 pm] |
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| |  sore | ] |
| [ | music |
| | glass house | ] |
life is interesting right now.
people are talking, rumors are spreading. but im okay.
i watch people, ive been doing that lately- observing. its funny, people have changed so much more than they think they have. friendships have deteriorated, and new ones have started and its jsut all so baffling. i think about my own friends and such. i dont have 1 true bestfriend anymore. i havnt in a very long time. thats alright though, because without one..ive learned to become more interdependent. Who needs all that drama right now? i certainly dont, i dont have time for that kinda stuff. although, i do wish that i could actually trust some people again....especially the ones who i usually confide in. i cant do that anymore. some of them have let me down. some. and ive let myself down too i guess, i let my guard down and it just caused me trouble. ill fix it though, i do have confidence in myself that i can make my life good. miss jones told me today that she gives me a lot of credit for distancing myself from the other girls at school and not letting myself get involved in all their crap anymore. im proud of myself too.
jill quit yearbook. thats insane. yes.
it is alot of work. but we signed up for it. eh. oh well. hopefully once all this senior deadline shit is done and over with...itll run a lot more smoothly.
mrs wexlers piece should be interesting? im a little excited about that and the greek dance.
i dont however- want to go to miami. no.
but im so super tired, so im off. goodnight. |
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| "and i know it wasnt right..but it felt so good..." |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|10:50 pm] |
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oh laguna laguna laguna.
hah.
HELP ME!!!!!!
SOMEONE GIVE ME SONG IDEAS FROM MOVIES FOR ME TO DO MY SOLO TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEE!
ugh.
so frickin cold! |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2005|01:08 pm] |
I cannot believe that Miss Donna has never heard the song Tiny Dancer. whats that all about?
haha.
I would love to dance to that, Ive always wanted to. Thanks to steph for reminding me. heh |
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| a dream is a wish your heart makes..when your fast asleep.... |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|08:49 pm] |
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hah.
ive been so freakin lazy lately, i just dont want to do anything..so much school stuff to do and everything- and i just cant bring myself to do any of it.
I havnt read any of the stories for english and the test is on tuesday. im such a failure.
the thing is though, recently ive been focusing my time on only one thing at a time. that one thing gets done greatly..but the rest just doesnt. I need to start multitasking again. Ive been concentrating mostly on math- which ill admit, does need most of my effort going towards it.
oh well. ill get to it.
i went to church/confirmation class today and i never even realized what a bad catholic i am. its terrible. i should be disowned from the church or soemthing. i dont know anything. i didnt know that eucharist was communion. oh my.
io need to get down to business with my life right about now.
whats wonderful though is that being so busy and not being home hardly ever keeps my mind off of things like guy problems and other things of the sort. I dont care that james has a new girl interest or that tony is a dumbass. I dont have time for that anyways.
well so then im gunna go have some soup for my rekindled cold and sit and watch tv maybe. go through the baby pictures and stuff. oh and i must write up that new interview paper!
goodnight! |
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[Oct. 12th, 2005|09:28 pm] |
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Oh yearbook...how i despise you..
well not really, its just so much work, i neevr imagined..but thats okay..itll be great!
dance sucks. i dont think i like it very much anymore. or maybe im just too tired for it, im super duper excited that I get to sleep in both saturday and sunday! wonderful!
I have to go to Brians home on saturday for his bday...bummer. but friday i hope will be fun?. Im also going to write my college essays this weekend.
oooh shit! i forgot about that english paper. yikes! I fucking hate school.
i hate being so damn busy all the time. it really makes me angry because im just so tired and aggravated all the time. But itll be worth it in the end. right? when graduation time comes and all that,
however..I told miss jones today that i wasnt gunna graduate because of math. i am truly scared about that. :/
but we'll see, maybe ontop of everything else ill stay after once or twice to get math help. maybe mondays? works.
adios. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2005|11:01 pm] |
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| | law and order svu | ] |
Who knew that things could get so weird and frustrating |
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[Oct. 5th, 2005|10:13 pm] |
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| | univited~alanis morrissette | ] |
I do love these 2 sonfs that were doing for the open house. and i do believe that these are 2 of the best dances we've ever done for school. seriously. they make me cry.
"Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd need shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate "
"Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it OK
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees
In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here" |
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| doooooooooo it |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|04:15 pm] |
What Would You Do If...
1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I asked you out:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?:
What Do You Think Of My...
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Laugh:
13. Family:
Would You...
14. Be my friend?:
15. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
16. Hold my hand?:
17. Take a bullet for me?:
18. Keep in touch?:
19. Try and solve my problems?:
20. Love me?:
21. Date me?:
Have You Ever...
22. Lied to make me feel better?:
23. Wanted to kiss me?:
24. Wanted to ask me out but couldn't , if so why couldn't you?:
25. Broke my heart?:
26. Kept something important from me?:
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?:
Random Stuff..
28. What reminds you of me?
29. If you could give me anything what would it be?
30. How well do you know me?
31. When's the last time you saw me?
32. Are you gonna post this to see what I say about you? |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 30th, 2005|07:04 pm] |
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im sad for not being able to hang out with lyndz! :(
bummer.
my feet hurt from pointe, thats also a bummer....but what is GREAT is that i dont have class next monday OR friday!!!!!!!
woo
i feel sickly again.
time for some aspirin. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 27th, 2005|09:58 pm] |
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| | angry | ] |
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| | pop six squish uh uh sicero lipshitz. | ] |
my butt hurts.
:(
haha.
i dont want a stupid test on black people tomorrow. i dont know this shit. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|09:55 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i wanna dance with somebody.. | ] |
Everyone is full of such lies and bullshit. Why is it that everyone, your closest friends....you just cant trust or believe sometimes. Especially the ones that you really thought you could.
whatever.
Its hard to find someone that really honestly cares and you can put all your trust into them. |
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| being sick sucks |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|01:38 pm] |
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| |  groggy | ] |
i keep neglecting to study for the SATs. It would probably be good idea considering Im not going to be getting in any college with my current scores. seriously. we found this out the other night at the SUNY thing. I really must get on that. I have like 2 weeks before them and then the ones in november. So perhaps today Ill sit down and study for a bit. yes.
tomorrow i think ill be attending cabaret after dance. which should be good. mmhmm.
i discovered the other day that i have one of those splotches of skin thats miscolored like michele and evan have....hmm. curious. its only a little one, but still.
the OC is on tonight...thats exciting!
well im done, see ya'll later. |
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